Happy and a mixture of sad ~~
Monday, May 14th, 2007Last friday,the JPA scholarship results were out..I got up at 8.30 just to check for it..And yes,I got the scholarship..~~ I was blank for seconds when i first saw the "TAHNIAH"..I wasnt sure i was happy or sad at that time..But i know God’s opened His way for me..
Korea ,is the place where i am going to soon..and Engineering is the course..Previously,i wasnt sure which option i should choose,and finally i chose Art and Design in KBU..I didnt know whether this is His will or mine..I really prayed hard for this..I remember i told God,"God,i dont know what is Your plan on me but if i get this scholarship,I’ll go for it.." And now..I’ve got it,I’ll go for it..
Well..many things happened since the day SPM results were out..Everthing seems just nice,eventhough it’s just a small thing..I know he’s watching over me,He loves me..I have more faith in Him now..I know He’ll listen to every prayer of mine..And i am blessed to get this scholarship,therefore i’ll go for it..I know I am going to leave my closest ones,my family, my friends and everything which has accompanied me for years..Sad and heavy hearted~~But i know He has better future for me..Though i cant see what is in front of me,how my future will be,i know He’ll lead me through..
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Korea ,everything i’ll be doing alone..No one is there when i am stress..No one is with me when i am sad or happy..and that will make me feel homesick..=) I’ll miss everyone here!!Really!! I’ve just read two of my best friends’ blogs..That really touched me..=’( And yes,i’ll be going off within 1 year time,we wont be seeing each other so often then..Let’s treasure every moment we have here,friends..So that we have something to look back on when we are apart from each other k..