Happy and a mixture of sad ~~
Last friday,the JPA scholarship results were out..I got up at 8.30 just to check for it..And yes,I got the scholarship..~~ I was blank for seconds when i first saw the "TAHNIAH"..I wasnt sure i was happy or sad at that time..But i know God’s opened His way for me..
Korea ,is the place where i am going to soon..and Engineering is the course..Previously,i wasnt sure which option i should choose,and finally i chose Art and Design in KBU..I didnt know whether this is His will or mine..I really prayed hard for this..I remember i told God,"God,i dont know what is Your plan on me but if i get this scholarship,I’ll go for it.." And now..I’ve got it,I’ll go for it..
Well..many things happened since the day SPM results were out..Everthing seems just nice,eventhough it’s just a small thing..I know he’s watching over me,He loves me..I have more faith in Him now..I know He’ll listen to every prayer of mine..And i am blessed to get this scholarship,therefore i’ll go for it..I know I am going to leave my closest ones,my family, my friends and everything which has accompanied me for years..Sad and heavy hearted~~But i know He has better future for me..Though i cant see what is in front of me,how my future will be,i know He’ll lead me through..
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Korea ,everything i’ll be doing alone..No one is there when i am stress..No one is with me when i am sad or happy..and that will make me feel homesick..=) I’ll miss everyone here!!Really!! I’ve just read two of my best friends’ blogs..That really touched me..=’( And yes,i’ll be going off within 1 year time,we wont be seeing each other so often then..Let’s treasure every moment we have here,friends..So that we have something to look back on when we are apart from each other k..
May 14th, 2007 at 7:18 am
hey ya! michelle! you going to KOREA for Engineering course or Designing course? the designing course is in KOREA too?
Hope to see ur reply soon!hugx!
*with loves,
May 14th, 2007 at 7:26 am
Congrats, hope you’ll like the course. Engineering is the destination, but enjoy the journey along the way too. Take care and GBU. =)
May 14th, 2007 at 9:08 am
hey..i promised myself that i won’t cry when reading ur blog or ur twin’s..and i barely succeeded..the thought of u being away is just too alien..but whatever happens, i hope ur happy and accept it at God’s plan..I know ur not leaving yet but the time that u are, its just too soon..I mean I barely got to talk to u since ur SPM time!! Anyways..take care.
May 14th, 2007 at 3:32 pm
Hi Michelle,
First of all, Thank God for his blessing! Of course you will never be alone in Korea. God will always be with you!
God has his unique plan for each and everyone of us. Korea is a new adventure for you, it will be exciting.
Pray for you and your bright future!
Rgds,
Cecilia
May 17th, 2007 at 2:52 am
its gona be hard d first few months,but ur gona get on with it there.u can noe new friends there.n v do have web cams,so u can still ’see’ ur family n friends.keep it touch gur.happie fer ya!
June 11th, 2007 at 12:07 am
quite suprise when saw ur blog…i can feel that u got many things can’t drop befoe u fly to korea.but remember God is ur light,ur helpness.when God put u there is full with his plan de k?God will not leave u alone at Korea de..u can meet ling yen aso u all same school de…
even i’m not so closest with u but still child of God..name also same de…so i’m going to pray for u that god can help u and dun forget me k?everlasting blessed u..take care…